The Voice in my bimbo head :)

So in addition to my OUTER bimbo work, like my completion of the 30 day squat challenge (Yeah baby!!! :), my aneros progasm jr training, my anal bleaching program, my bimbo diet (low carbs, lots of yummy protein, vit supplements), my current 30 day ab challenge (day 15, already did my 70 situps, 95 crunches, 42 leg lifts, 60 second plank, while day dreaming about the bimbo belly of my dreams!!! omg can’t wait! looking forward to when i’m doing 125 situps!

wait, where was I again? got lost in the dreams of my future 🙂 lol oh yeah, so there’s the INSIDE bimbofication work. you know what I mean? like okay, just sit back and think to yourself, something simple, like, what comes next after 249 on day 30 of the 30 day squat challenge? yes, good job, you’re right, 250! BUT, what was the sound of your voice when you answered it? was it deep and husky? cause um yeah, that’s no good. Even if it was just like normal guy sounding, still no good. or if it was kinda gay boi sounding? well that’s better, but yeah. or all sopranoed out fake femme voice? even better. But you know what would sound even better? The voice of a bimbo in your head. The voice of a young, hot, super sexy girl! You KNOW you want it in your head like all the time, even when you’re thinking of things besides your fetishes. You know, just like when you’re doing laundry or something, and you start thinking about how you really want to exercise, or when you’re all hungry and start thinking about how you crave like a salad or maybe some lowfat greek yogurt? wouldn’t it be AWESOME to have the voice in your head match your bimbo desires?

well Goddess and I were kinda talking about that. and Goddess being the perfect exhibition of benevolence and the absolute best at bimbofication came up with the idea of like doing snippets as mp3’s that She will record, in HER voice, but that I (and other bimbo wannabes) can listen to on loop to kinda like perfect our internal voices, to make them more like Goddess’s, like the hot sexy voice we NEED to hear all the time, more and more! So since She knows that getting a perfect sexy ass is like one of my primary bimbo goals (and lets face it, the goal of any aspiring bimbo), She focused Her first recording on that, the motivation behind getting the perfect ass. I have to say, She just released it like 2 days ago, but I must have already looped it like I dunno, 200 times or so!!! it is soooo awesome getting Her voice in my head like more and more. I hesitate to say that it’s like a bimbo voice in my head, cause it’s Goddess Lindsay’s voice, and She is by no measure a bimbo! BUT… She is hot and sexy, and Her voice is the embodiment and epitome of hot-girlness to which bimbo’s aspire. More and more I find myself thinking in Her voice. I think it would be awesome if there were like an army of bimbo’s running around who were all like essentially clones of Goddess Lindsay in how we think!!!
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So yeah, She also is like going to make more recordings. about other things She thinks bimbos should think about. Her bimbos! which i’m guessing will include stuff like how to think about HER, as well as how to think about boys and clothes and food and fashion and sluttiness and well all the things bimbos should think about!

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perfection of bimbofication

my bimbofication story
so I’ve been kinda doing the bimbo transformation fetish thing for like a few years now. I mean, I guess it kinda evolved from like my earlier sissy, humiliation, and porn fetishes. Like a fetish for dressing and looking like a girl, a fetish for having hot girls tell you what to do and laugh at you, and a fetish for seeing super hot large breasted girls trying to get people off has morphed into wanting to dress and look and act and talk like a super-slutty girl who other people tell what to do and make fun of, basically a brainless bubbly nympho! you know a term that’s used to describe a brainless bubbly nympho? I mean, the letters are all there! just try saying it on repeat like really really fast! haha, yeah, you wind up just saying bimbo!!! lol. now repeat bimbo like really really fast!!!

okay, now stop! so were you like actually just saying bimbo really really fast just now? haha, well if you were, then perfect!!! you’re on your way! cause I was too, and I know i’m on my way! haha, Goddess Lindsay tells me so at least…

so yeah like where was I? oh yeah, I was just saying how awesome it is that I kinda like morphed into the bimbo fetish from all my previous fetishes. but it wasn’t until I found Goddess Lindsay that it really started to like click, ya know? like, i’d go like in and out, like be all obsessed with a bimbo here or a bimbo there, wanna be all like her, but then i’d get bored, or i’d go back to like my guy stuff, football or whatever. there wasn’t like any reason to stay motivated on it, which I guess was like the problem. so i’d be all into acting and talking like a bimbo and then I dunno, I just wouldn’t.

anyway, so enter Goddess Lindsay, right? to say She is like a cut above is like way understatement, ya know? previous ladies who I experienced bimbo transformation sessions were much more like just, in the moment, having me say and think and act like a bimbo. but then when the session was over, like, k, what now, guess i’ll be all manly again. or my version of manly, lol

But with Goddess? totally diff. I mean, what She says sticks with me, well after W/we talk. I mean, first of all, Her voice is like golden, like I soooo want to hear Her voice in my head like 24/7! so even after we hang up or whatever i’m constantly remembering the convo and everything She said, just like trying to hear more of Her voice in my head… and She says stuff that really stick with me and like keep me working on my bimbo stuff long after the call. I mean, She really has me developing bimbo habits that can kinda like take root and take over the other habits that I used to have.

so like, how does one develop a new habit? I mean, it’s one thing to do something while your in the thralls of sexual arousal. I mean, lets face it, even for a proper bimbo, for whom sexual arousal is like the end all be all, there are moments when the sexual arousal like kinda dips and there are other things to kinda like focus on? I mean, like, maybe a bimbo will stop thinking about hard cocks and big tits for like 2 minutes to think about like cotton candy or a pair of platform heels. times like that, you hafta have the right habits to keep you on the bimbo path. but its one thing to want to develop those habits, its another thing to actually like get them.

So Goddess Lindsay does like a couple of things. She put forth like a GOAL for me to work with. I mean, so step back just for a sec. I mean, i’m not in like a place or time in my life when I can just bimbo it up ALL the time, with how I dress and stuff. I am in a LTR with a chick that is decidedly NOT on the “twink should become a bimbo” train. so like, I can’t be showing up with 36 DD’s and long blonde hair extensions. Not yet at least, lol. No, I go for the more mental side of things. but some physical. Like, my ass. I mean, who is really looking at my ass, cepting I decide to shove it in their face? well, so maybe I can get like the perfect looking ass at least, right? a porn star ass! with a bleached ass hole, and nice round cheeks that would look awesome in skin tight wet-look leggings. So that when I took them off and some hot guy with a long hard cock saw me, he would just beg to fuck my pristine little bimbo ass hole. now that would be awesome. I can’t deny it. neither can you. so Goddess Lindsay has me on a regiment to like bleach my asshole, get it waxed regularly (its decidedly inexpensive, and even though it hurts, totally worth it), exercise it frequently (30 day squat challenge anyone, lol), and even stimulate it frequently with my aneros junior progasm!

So anyway, that was like my initial goal, and I have been spending tons of time thinking about it, working for it, developing pride in it! I love bimbofying my ass. so anyway, when like Goddess is not around or something, the habits are like self-fulfilling, I continue to work on it and think about it. so let’s say I’ve been hard at work, and then I have some time to kill. what do you think I do? I mean, revert back to my old man habits of watching football? or do something even more fun and like log on and check out pilates and yoga moves to increase my ass strength? or hop onto tumblr and check out pics of hot porn stars whose ass I want mine so desperately to look like? I mean, my old desires don’t like just disappear, there’s still like a little man in me who likes to watch football. so even if I turn it on, I perk up more for things like the cheerleaders and their cute skirts and their nice hair and wondering how long it takes them to do their makeup on game days and how awesome their makeup artists must be that they can like last through the 4th quarter!

anyway, so yeah, Goddess has been putting more carrots out there for me to have as goals and develop pride in. like my bimbo diet – lots of protein and green veggies, not a lot of carbs 🙂 the 30 day ab challenge (day 12 today!) just ways for me to really get going with my bimbofication. like I said above, like when I’ve done something good, like finish a new blog post or helped Goddess in some other way (haha, She gives me sexcretarial duties sometimes, yay!) i’ll like just tumblr out for a while. All the pretty girls who I want to look like, all the hot boys I wanna hang out with, all the stripper fashion and sparkly jewelry, all the sissy captions. Especially luv Goddess’ new tumblr and all the captions She’s putting up, like this one :

practice makes perfect sissy!

practice makes perfect sissy!

Anywhore, so yeah after all those years in the game of bimbo transformation, it took me finding Goddess Lindsay to find out the right way to do it. Haha, the Goddess Lindsay way! It’s definitely taking over my mind more and more, and it feels so right, just like thinking like a bimbo, trying to fit more and more bimbo stuff into my daily life, getting all sexually aroused like all the time, looking up to all the pretty slutty girls. Haha, I mean, like, not that I used to be a strip club guy, but now I want to go just to check out the stripper fashion, like the heels and the fishnets and stuff. sure, i’d tip em a dollar so I could see the tag of their panties to find out where I needa be shopping, lol anyway, i’m just like doing mental twirls constantly, staying all bubbly and stuff in my head, more and more, like no turning back now, ya know? #bimbo4life!!! lol

Bimbotivation

So like when you start something new and it’s in the beginning stages and the effort levels are super high and the results are pretty modest, motivation becomes and issue, ya know? Like, oh yeah, when the energy levels are all like super high and everything it’s easy to go ‘omg I’m gonna be like the best bimbo ever! An empty headed sex crazed life of getting people, hot boys and girls alike, horny and everything, and being dressed all sexy and getting off with other hotties, yeah that’s the life for me!!!’ Lol but then something like ticks you off, or your sex levels are low cause you’ve been cumming a lot, or you wake up one morning just not feeling it? Well yah it can be hard. You start thinking, what’s the point? You let your bimbo activities slide, cheat on your diet, your exercises, your porn watching, your masturbating…

There are probably like a bunch of reasons for this. One of them is the person you’ve been your whole life before you started bimbofying. I mean years of habits and behaviors and thought patters and opinions. I mean, not like I’m a psychotologist or anything, but even I know these don’t just disappear overnight just cause you decide you wanna bimbofy. And I mean, if you have like majorly nonbimbo habits, like that lead you to be all fat or flabby or supersmart or assertive or demanding or masculine (haha, yah, no doubt super masculine). Where was I, oh yeah, if you have nonbimbo habits or whatever, they can really derail you. I’m not saying like omg you can just wish em away. It will take some time to slowly start to change em, by developing strong bimbo habits, and coping skills for when you slide back to your prebimbo self and finding the balance such that there is a steady progression. The goal is to transform to a bimbo, to go from 1 step forward, 2 steps back to 2 steps forward, 1 step back, 2 steps forward again…

Well there’s a few things you can do. Just tricks that are working for me, maybe they’ll work for you.
1 – get a badass awesome Mistress to serve. I’d highly recommend Goddess Lindsay in case you hadn’t guessed, lol. Trust me, it helps to have someone telling you what to do, giving you ideas, giving you standards to live up to. But, as motivating as Goddess Lindsay is, She can’t be there whispering in my ear 24/7 about what to do and when to do it. And I mean, if I completely break out of all the guidelines She puts out there, She would no doubt find me much less than satisfying. I have to maintain a level of motivation on my own in order for Her to push me further. But still, serving a Mistress who is willing to take charge of bimbo transformation is far and away rule number 1.

2 – prioritize some bimbo mini goals. Like me? I started out with getting my ass in shape ( like duh, read my next post if u wanna know more). Bleaching was something I did every day for a while. I’d slip the occasional night, but then afterwards felt kinda guilty about it. For letting down my aspiring bimbohood.

3 – do some fun bimbo stuff every day. Like for me it’s tumblr. Just to like kill time or whatever. Instead of checking sports scores or reading the news. I mean, I still do those sometimes, but more and more it’s like just scrolling through my tumblr (my dash chock full of bimbo blogs of course, but also sissification, lingerie, hot guy, celeb, and barbies as well!) and reblogging, to fill out 5 or 15 (or an hour, lol) breaks between shit to do.

4 – work on your bod daily. I’m still struggling with my diet. But I’ve added a protein shake and vitamin supplement religiously, and I’ve worked through the 30 day squat challenge, and am now doing the 30 day Ab challenge! On day 4, which is a rest day, so I get to spend some time working on my ass, which is awesome!

5 – fake it til you make it – you may be feeling down, you may be feeling low, you may be feeling like a pathetic dude. But no one has to know. Type in a chirpy bubbly way. Drop in likes and totallys. Hearts. Lol’s. giggles. Whether you’re in a good mood or bad mood, keep the bubbly bimbo talk coming. No one wants to talk to a depressed sounding bimbo. And who doesn’t love cute sounding bimbos. Everyone loves a heart filled email! If you’re not feeling the bimbo attitude, just act like you are.

6 – think of yourself as part of the bimbo crowd. You may be shy, or feel like you’re not up to par. It’s okay, you’re part of the bimbo lifestyle. You may not be as bimbo as others, but that just gives you room for improvement. Give props to other bimbos. If you feel jealous, it’s okay,just use it as bimbotivation!

7 – Bimbo4life! It’s the new bimbotra! We’ll leave mantras to others. Our bimbotra is bimbo4life! Lol