The Methods of a Goddess

So, thought I’d give a little example of the way Goddess Lindsay can drop a little Domme and Awe on your ass. I mean, I don’t pretend to be able to accurately describe Her approach and the effects it can have on your psyche through a mere blogpost. I mean, obviously the only way to feel it is to give Her a call and start the process of delicious succumbing….

But, just as an example of the way She might affect you in a way different than other so-called Goddesses/Mistresses/Fem-Dommes…. So She had like dubbed me ‘the twinkess’ LOL during the call before last. Haha, I loved it. Like, A. I had never heard it before, ’twas unique, and B. it came to Her as a ‘revelation’ during the call and it was just like so perfect. i mean, i won’t go into the whole backstory of why it is so perfect, cause it would take too much space and time, but you’ll just have to trust this little blogger that within the context of the relationship Goddess Lindsay has bestowed upon me, it is just awesome.

So, I spent like a few days thinking of myself as the twinkess, all proud of it and everything. i just loved how She said it, like twinkESS, with an upsweep of intonation on the ESS. like yeah, instant hard-on, not that i wasn’t already, but You know, it was just something that really affected me. Okay, now fast-forward to O/our next call, She was laughing about how like in my tumblr I had previously posted, like a long time ago, a couple of pics of Zac Efron. Okay, maybe more than a couple 😉

Anyway, She could tell I was like genuinely embarrassed about it, i mean, there’s a back story to that one too. But anyway, so twinkess weakness -> POUNCE! in other words, She took advantage, teasing and giggling and filling my head with images of me dancing and singing teenybopper high school musical songs sung by Zac himself. now that i was blushing over that, She then has me change my niteflirt name to Mrs Z Efron, in the spirit of humiliation and amusement. 😉

So first of all, let me tell you, sure, lots of other chicks on niteflirt have guys change their names. Usually to something like Mistress so and so’s sissy. Or sub4goddessXXXXX. Or imapatheticgayboyomgpleaseletmesuckyou.

Okay, well that last one’s not bad 🙂 but you know, that whole incorporating a mistress’s name into your niteflirt account, like I get it, it shows ownership and devotion and everything, but it has all the creativity of a porn star named Candy. i mean, she may look good, but seriously, are you expecting anything more than t&a&moan-moan-moan from a porn star named candy? didn’t think so. i mean, maybe you’re not looking for more than that, maybe in a phone mistress you know you’re going to cum in like 4 minutes of hearing the mistress’s voice telling you ‘you’re scum, i’m dominating you, cum cum cum’. in which case Goddess Lindsay is probably not right for you. but shouldn’t there be something more out of your fetish life? like, where’s the growth, the development to something more. no seriously, if you’re that 4 minute cum-chump, and you do kinda want more, i think confessional time to Goddess might be in order. but if you don’t more, well the ones with the 6th grade education will do you just fine…

But i digress. back to my story… at first I was kinda reluctant to change my niteflirt name. like seriously, reluctant. She sensed it, which made Her kinda pounce even more. and change it i did of course. And Goddess Lindsay kept up the theme of like, ‘haha, you could be like his little housewife straight outta like madmen’ and tweeting it and just kinda busting me on it. And so i like get welcomed back to niteflirt as Mrs Z Efron and i literally like dreamed of it and not 24 hours later the thought of being Mrs Efron, wearing a sheath dress and pearl necklaces and my hair curled up has me popping an instant boner.

So anyway, yeah, that’s just like a little example of what’s in store for you all if you call in for a little humiliation and sissification. She can push your buttons in ways the less creative ones can’t even imagine. And chances are, if you’re intelligent and experienced enough to appreciate Her personality and creativity and intelligence and attitude, You’ll find yourself devoted to Her to an extent that you can’t even predict, you’ll crave to interact with Her, want to prove useful to Her. You’ll want to join the Lindsay army, and you’ll find yourself proud to salute Her as your Commander In Chief 😉

Mrs Efron, at attention, MA’AM!!! 🙂 ❤

in the beginning…

So… i have a twitter, @thebigbangtwink , but with only 140 characters/post, it is no match for my effusiveness.

i have a tumblr, obsessedwithvictoriassecret.tumblr.com , but since the whole platform is designed for pictures and vids, it doesn’t really work for my fave artistic and devotional medium, the written word. 

soooo, what to do, what to do… but start a wordpress blog. Aside- i started one of these a couple of times, for work related stuff, but the whole thing wound up coming across as eminently boring. so i gave it up. i mean, unless you’re a chemist with a very defined field of interest and specific techniques of choice, you’ll find most of what i was writing boring. and it was kinda like that age old koan, ‘if a tree falls in the forest and noone hears it, did it make a sound.’ the answer of course depends on your definition of the word sounds, but i’m not here to like engage anyone in philosophical arguments. 

no, i’m here (by here meaning on wordpress specifically, not in NYC, or the US, or on this little blue ball spinning around the sun, again, not speaking philosophically here) to communicate with the world, ideally with something the world ought to be interested in. So my mission here is to spread the gospel and engage the world in a topic that should be or supreme interest to many a person, namely Goddess Lindsay, aka Modest Vanity on Niteflirt and twitter ( @ModestVanityL ), or usingmen.com . 

So i like haven’t been spreading the gospel for very long, and i feel like i’ve got a lot of making up to do. I mean basically, She’s pretty much a perfect fetish Goddess for any submissive with intelligence and proper behavior. in other words, not a dumbass or a douche. She’s got a Voice to die for, Her Looks will make you melt, Her Attitude will have you standing at attention, and Her Intelligence and Insight will lead to Her understanding your needs more than you do. She’s total brain candy AND eye candy. if you play your cards right, you’ll be hooked on Her in a matter of minutes, and She will actively encourage You to become even more hooked. 

if you’re eager to please and fall under Her spell, She will bestow Her words of wisdom, Her insights, Her attention, and you’ll crave to be under Her thumb more and more. There’s not an ounce of fakery in Her approach or Her presence.

anyway, i’ve had the luxury of being able to bask in Her essence a bit, and each encounter leaves me craving more and more. Leaves me more and more obsessed. leaves me wanting to please Her, wanting to be like Her. She has infected my brain, in a good way, and my immune system bows down to Her in worship and says infect away. 

There is no one better. I look forward to where She’s leading me… 🙂